Not A Good Report

I suck this week. Like really bad. Like ate horribly all week and just came home and made peanut butter cookies with the hershey kiss in the middle and can't even remember how many I ate. 

I lost so much weight being sick(down to 144) and then in 2 days gained all the damn weight back (148) without even eating bad.

Then I just said "screw it" for the week my parents came out but I am still up to my no good eating. I worked out 3 times this week and prob will tomorrow.

I am scared of the scale. I prob will work my butt off starting Sunday and weigh in next Fri. I hoping to at least get to a 147.

I bought a dress for my June wedding. Looks just like this. H&M. Medium. The large was just a tad big. The med is just a tad tight. 10 pounds and it would be perfect.  This dress is my motivation! Holy Moly I gotta stop eating!



That is all. Hope everyone is having a better week than me!!


(I have to say having a bad week post surgery is so different from a bad week pre- surgery. Post surgery I still eat really small meals and consider 1/2 cheeseburger and 4 onion rings with fry sauce a total failure when in truth it's prob 500 calories max....but 6-8 cookies I ate today are bad in every single way!)